Too often do I ask myself, “Where do I go from here?” It is forgotten, who I am in comparison to who I believe myself to be. As the observer, the eyes that see behind this physical mask- behind the mental persona constructed, I should truly not be concerned with the minor folly aspects of this life. What exist shall, yet I can disrupt the typical patterning of mind which asserts itself over the observance of the situation. There is a gentle reassurance in returning to the simple yet pure awareness behind our typical perspective.
I know that the false ego is a product of our environment in the aspects that we emulate that which we admire, that its goal is to self-perpetuate, that it utilizes physical means to create patterns within the synapses of our brains. Yet, I do not know how to fully deconstruct it- although I do attempt a variety of methods. They work for a short while, but it is not sustainable without much energy. It is a state which requires much attention to manifest and be. It is a state truly beyond all that attempts to describe it.
I am everything I perceive, all the senses are are simulations of an energetic frequency which we interpret in the manner that we do. Why? Who knows. Perhaps it is our fate to traverse this three-dimensional world, perhaps it is our fate to transcend it. Yet, with the possibilities which the quantum state allows for- do we choose which destiny we face? Through the actions within the perpetual moment we are able to shift any given outcome to be able to experience that particular set of circumstances. However, there acutely lies the other potentiality of the existence of a multi-verse in which all possibilities are experienced simultaneously. Is it within our ability to access this?